Lucky

So, yesterday was mummy's birthday and we celebrated it at a chinese restaurant at resorts world Sentosa. Just had to say that i'm so lucky and grateful to be blessed with such a great family and friends around me keeping my roots together and holding me back when i feel like falling. Even though at times i do feel the sense of emptiness not knowing what is there to anchor me to this world or the dying curiosity of how the future would be like, the feeling of a sense of happiness that they give me overwrites that giving me the reassurance that the people whom i love has a mutual feeling and it is more than adequate already. So, thank you (to some form of higher power up there)

Fam Fam and mave joined us! Had such a great night ^^

                     

                                                         Dinz last weekend w the fam :)

Sista!

Photobooth in between our study session break! heehee.

Because we chio like that. HAHAHAHA

Oh and met fel and jer last weekend!! So happy to meet them always! 

finally bought my oni tiger shoes! ^^

and met fel del and jer for an impromptu dinner!

i guess its nice to blog once in awhile because it allows me to take time off to stop, look and reflect at what i've been doing and, to appreciated the people around me more. Shall do it more often! :)

Thank you.

So, its 2013 already! Well, i should start this very first post of the year by thanking and appreciating the people that i'm truly grateful for to have around me. Sometimes, we get so caught up with life that we tend to forget to take time out to appreciate the people who have been beside us, constantly giving us moral support and strength to continue fighting the obstacles that we face each day. I guess we can't blame ourselves for that as well because we are all living in this very suffocating, judgmental society and many of us are unable to put down/away our pride and time to think- stop for a moment and be grateful to the ones that matter,  feel- a need to thank them or say- the word 'thank you', 'i miss you'.

I feel that we should express ourselves more in terms of our feelings of showing more genuine care and love to the people around us showing our gratitude. 

'People are such complex beings. Such confusing signals they radiate. On and off, they come and they go. Mixed signals.'

Being said that, the degree of how sincere and genuine your words mean does a great difference as well. Just like how people say we should not make empty promises if we can't keep that promise, the same goes to gratitude as well. Saying things that you mean helps to keep you real and real friends/people are so hard/rare to find these days because of the society we live in. So superficial and materialistic. However, I cannot deny that anybody is not completely one of them (unless you're god or smt) because we live in it and our environment influences us one way or another. Therefore, all we can do is try our best to keep being genuine to stay real. Don't lose yourself or change yourself for others.

“We accept the love we think we deserve.” -perks of being a wallflower. 

'Love is louder than the pressure to be perfect.' -demi

With that, here are some very important people that i cherish and love so very much and i'm so blessed to have met them. You little freaks are awesome. Its not the quantity but the quality right? Thank you so much for making an impact in my life not with a sizzle but with a BANG. :)

My fam, Jer, Higgs, Del, Fel, Sue, Mave, Puni, Khai, Cher, Jing, Jas, Benzo, Jay, Sammy, Iris, Branzo, Anmol, Al, Ji, Wen, Joyee.. not too sure if i've missed anybody else out. Its 4am and I'm sleepy. 

Hahaha!