Feel like sometimes people are not able to show the world the best side of them due to obligations which are used to justify our status in this world.
There are some many things that makes us so special and so different in numerous ways.
We may all go through the same thing- the same routine of life such as going school, work or even on a holiday- but we all see things so differently that makes our encounter and experience a unique one.
Just like a person who is next to you now. Be it the stranger sitting next to you in the bus or your closes friend, our thoughts are parallel superficially because of how our society instills certain impelling constrain on us but, the soul beneath this body of ours has a voice of its own that is unable to be heard by the world yet and we all should find a way to deliver this with our own ablity.
We always say that we dislike our education system because it leaves those behind if you cant catch up. Honestly, i don't dislike the system because it got us to where we are today but i resent the fact that it makes those who could not catch up feel useless, dump or voiceless when there are so much in them. Feel like those who had the toughest times are those who are actually the strongest because they have been throw into situations that require no choice but yet still survived. Then again some may survive but not want to continue fighting so how are they the strongest? Sometimes i really question my thoughts cause its always so confusing and with no doubt, i am a confused kid but one things for sure is that i think everybody deserves to be happy and only they themselves can choose to make themselves happy.
On the side note, i feel really glad to have made it through another busy week. Thank god for the people around me that always help me pull through the day :)
MI run 2014 -28/3 A ridiculously hot day but nevertheless, a fun one.
Friday, 28 March 2014
Sunday, 23 March 2014
Decide that i should blog more consistently now and really need to stop procrstinating
Realization that everybody is trying so hard to find themselves when in actual fact we don't really have to. The term 'find ourselves' seem so vague and obscure since we all actually know what we want which is to be happy and do things that makes us happy.
Think I'm just going to live in my own happy bubble which consist of my family and close friends.
(note to self, need to create more distance with people since i'm not good at looking out for myself)
Now is a point in my life where i feel distracted by so many things going on with the people around me and i cant help but also start to carry their weight of their troubles.
have to consistently remind myself that i cannot keep worrying about others.
In other news, the march hols has been pretty decent. Spent time with the people i cared about and relaxed.
School starts tomorrow and i cant help but feel a sense of reluctance.
Thinking about going to europe with my friends at the end of the year shall be the motivation.
Need to start fighting the negativity and pushing myself.
new term, new you.
Realization that everybody is trying so hard to find themselves when in actual fact we don't really have to. The term 'find ourselves' seem so vague and obscure since we all actually know what we want which is to be happy and do things that makes us happy.
Think I'm just going to live in my own happy bubble which consist of my family and close friends.
(note to self, need to create more distance with people since i'm not good at looking out for myself)
Now is a point in my life where i feel distracted by so many things going on with the people around me and i cant help but also start to carry their weight of their troubles.
have to consistently remind myself that i cannot keep worrying about others.
In other news, the march hols has been pretty decent. Spent time with the people i cared about and relaxed.
School starts tomorrow and i cant help but feel a sense of reluctance.
Thinking about going to europe with my friends at the end of the year shall be the motivation.
Need to start fighting the negativity and pushing myself.
new term, new you.
cant wait to go back to my happy place -anywhere with snow, real snow
Feel like blogging about india and korea soon it makes me so happy thinking about it
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