and that i was strong,
and i would not be just like the 'others'.
I hate to say this but when i start to give bits of my time and feelings,
the sense of reliance and attachment just grew much more.
I am afraid,
that i would not be like that 'I' that i knew before.
Still in the midst of finding out if i like this version of me
but i guess 21 was about time to find out.
